You were right there

Truthfully, I believe there is a reason why God gave me no sisters, three brothers, to lead this unconventional life, and to be so problematic people prone. I dont know how I would live this life any other way. Here's another truth, I think its taking its toll on me. I feel quite worn out.
But then again, dont we all?
My bad.

  "If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

1 Corinthians 13

Still in love with love

What do you do when you feel restless every other day? How do you quench fire in your heart? What answers do you give yourself?
Well, you tell yourself it's normal of course.
And then you sip tea and feel content for that moment.