2009/12/30

I'll show you, you're so much better than you know



Maybe some of us just need someone who's willing to see through all the bullshit you know?

2009/12/29

The time to give and love and all things good














Christmas Dinner at the Sims.
Good times!

2009/12/26

Lover of my soul












When i was younger few years back, i remember going to this mall; they put up Christmas trees with request cards on them written by children from the shelter. And i also remember how it felt to bring it back after a few days along with a gift. It will be so good to be able to do that again. "Let's remember Christmas for His birth, His living, His death and His resurrection! Not just Him being in the manger. "
Merry Christmas my loves!

2009/12/23

Look at the stars, look how they shine for you

I am :
Impatient
Egoistic
Ungrateful
Lazy
Easily distracted
Selfish
Competitive
Disobedient

The list could go on forever.
SO! I have decided to do this thing where i try to be the exact opposite of it as much as i can on certain days. (Not saying i could continue my rubbish the next day, but just to try very hard to be say, extra patient for this one day, instead of being my usual impatient self)
So today is, Grateful Day. I plan to remind myself every 5 minutes to be thankful for everything that i have or don't have (eg. an extra toe). You should join me! Whether you believe in God or not, i'm sure we all could be thankful for the little things. Like if the waiter brought me the wrong dish, I'd be thankful anyways for the food and that someone else cooked it for me! (I'm trying very hard here)

Okay! Set! Let's be grateful today!

2009/12/21

I'm begging you for Mercy


this has gotta be the best pic!
cheeky aint she
as we can see already brother is gonna be a bad emo influence
she's either really light or im really strong hoho.
I shall be the coolest mom on earth.

2009/12/19

Dream a little dream of me





Unreal flowers from my sister in law's room. We live with the green; i personally think we lack of flowers but it doesn't seem to make much sense to do gardening in a jungle. From really sunny to really rainy,my clothe flip flop is still soaked from yesterday's rain. And my blood still pumps yesterday's adrenaline.
It's always easier to not make sense.

2009/12/18

Of the dead and unlively


























The beautiful orange sun is rising just beside me as i type this. Isn't our creator amazing?
The flowers above are fake, the only living thing amongst the pictures is the spider i caught in the lamp.
ps/ go run in the rain, it's one of the best feelings ever! Getting you car flooded isn't. Dangnabit my phone too, i hope you'll survive after the short hiatus.
Then of course there's the hot milo after a shiver. :)))))))

2009/12/16

The little things you do to me

So Ive been playing around with the cam, tryna figure out the functions and stuff. Uh don't tell my dad? I dropped the camera cover while i was snapping away on the field and it took me almost half hour to find it. Thank God.
The first picture was taken by my eldest brother.
:)

2009/12/15

Like dry paint and chipped nails


I am gonna start coloring you world baby! Okay blah i am just too excited for words. Frustrated that i can't do much now cause i'm still busy but fear not! I shall flood my pages from now onwards with pictures!
Oh, i only managed to take very few pics and theres a lot for me to learn still. Stay tuned chipmunks :*

2009/12/13

It is possible to have this thing in one to not want to hate anybody; to want to walk right in front of enemy lines and wish for better ways to solve a situation; to genuinely want to know the well being of someone regardless of the amount of wounds that was caused; to wish to overwhelm ego and pride and care for the core of the heart of one; to believe everyone has a good man inside of him and only wanting to see the best of him; to wish for peace and more love and more forgiveness; to want to let the enemy know that there is no need for such things; to choose not to believe that it is a dog eat dog world out there; to see the weakness in the proud; to not mind being the looser because life is not a battle but a journey; to simply just genuinely care for people around you?