I believe I have made one of the biggest regrets in my life. And I don't ever use such words, regrets. But right now, I have come to see myself for who I truly capable of being, which is plain down right ugly. I do everything I have despised, I went against my own words and convictions. What have i become?

Am I just going back into doing what i do best? Which is to hate myself?

No I am not going to hate myself. Because I am ugly. And I am going to accept that. And I am not going to let you continue loving something ugly. Because you deserve nothing but the best. Because you are so beautiful.