2010/01/26

Against tomorrow

I am curious. About people. I find myself getting attracted to jerks at times. I have this edgy feeling to want to know the heart of a jerk, regardless of the things he do or don't do. It's like no matter how shit you are, there's gotta be more than just plain shit right? Because i don't think he/she was born a jerk, it doesn't work that way. Perhaps i'm also attracted to their honesty with themselves. They haven't got a profile to maintain. Anyway, it's quite stupid really. Actually, it's really stupid. I will stop here.
Oy, i realize that I am really awkward. Not in a special or good way. It doesn't help that i blush so darn easily. Guacamolesoup.
But hey! I've got chocolate now. Who needs anything else? I wouldn't mind drowning, if it's in chocolate!
I've got some goods from Germany and I'm not sharing!
Hmph!

3 comments:

Mandy said...

wow..its really freaky how your words reflect my own thoughts... i seem to have the same type of attraction too =P

darvin said...

i dont think u stupid just curious like guy sometime curious what women want right? but i hope u find someone who honest n care 4 u not only honest with themselves.one more thing where is fishermen friend located?

Shearlee said...

well, good to know im not alone :) it's somewhere in klebang.